Wednesday, May 31, 2006
I lay my love on you - Westlife
this song have been around for so long but yet it's so nicee.
like once in a lifetime,
you change my world.
i lay my love on you
it's all i wanna do
everytime i breathe i feel brand new
you open up my heart
show me all your love and walk right thru
as i lay my love on you.
the very min i heard the choir members singing those song that are not sung to the congregation, i wow-ed. it's really that good. i can't wait. can't wait.
i still remember someone saying, i want to be diamond to someone, because it's more precious.. if you are worth being treated like a diamond, you will. definitely. wooweewow.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 1:54 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Preview was thought to be good. ENERGY is what they are looking for!
i got my polo ralph. it's awesome. another polo too. hope it looks right and good on .
tmr is a free day, not going to waste it. anyone wants to join me to study before POS? well, it seems like i'm talking to myself and a few others. not many actually knew the existence of this blogg. hohoooooo.
"That's what love's about"
i've been thinking how to step to you
and still try my best to keep my cool
and make sure i don't break the rules
now it seems everybody know
but not everybody show
all i want is for love to live
let's learn to give love
i'll keep trying hard to help you see
cause i really wanna make you see
help you understand what love can be
is there any way to keep it real
while i try to tell you what i feel
and make sure you really know the deal
all i want is for love to live
let's learn to give love
-Choonsie Concludes- at 10:26 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
i can't do my quiet time properly. i cough when i sing, cough when i pray, cough and cough. but nonetheless, it will leave me soon IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
the costume looks promising. excited about itt. hohoo.
this blog has been up for some time.
something different about blogging what you do at 6am and you sleep at 12am etc makes the blog a little boring. it's when you have a message behind what you have blogged, it makes people looking at your blog, wondering what you are talking and who you are talking about. keeping people in suspense. i love to make people feel that, but i don't like to. haa.
this entry is super random. i don't even know what is the purpose of blogging it.
i need a haircut
i need to dye hair
i need to study
i need to recover
i need i need i need ...
-Choonsie Concludes- at 11:24 PM
people will follow, listen when they have respect for you. how respect is earn is not being harsh, it's convincing and convicting those people. i'm not just talking about pos. i felt wrong with someone who have increase in their status but talk to you in a different tone or way. well, i'm not in any position to say anything too. i guess we both parties meant well.
Those who humble themselves will be exalted and those who exalted themselves will be humbled.
Real different from all the past ones,
past ones are of a kind, you are not.
It's difficult to guess it, but it's exciting.
Just different, real different. it's just the word to use.
it's still NONG NONG way to Go..
to you: let go and let God. don't look at the past. move forward.
trust is build through waiting. will see where to go from there.
wear a mask to gain trust will only destroy it. be myself.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:23 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
i'm falling ill.
God, make things happen in TRP.
One Spirit, One Vision, One Goal, One Champion.
Guys, really got to pray for me. i can't afford to be coughing and holding the mike at the same time.
I miss those days.
After term test, we gonna shop shop and shop!!!!
SINGAPORE SALES. OH MANNNN.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:20 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
prayer meeting was good. i got really excited over emerge! i intending to share with my cg members about the prayer meeting. got to stir them up!
i've been coughing a lot. very bad cough. well, due to my disobedience of drinking too much cold drinks. warm water indeed helps! thanks mama. (:
What if one day i don't get to see *?
Sunday wasn't really nice. because i didn't.
Sometimes i don't wish POS is ending soon.
Will i still get to see * that much.
i wish, i hope, i pray, i want, i need.
it will definitely show if we are replacement.
i don't want and i hope not. serious NO NO.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:40 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Sometimes i just try to compromise. i want to see things done. I was told to join in the planning, but when i give ideas and do out for them to see, they want to stick to old plans. i feel that i can use my time and study. Is this being open to changes? i would love to know.
i'm coughing badly since a long time. Immune me against sicknesses!
Everyday without fail,
you're the first i hear.
What a great way to start a day.
Though i'm still late, due to my lazing sydrome,
i'm still a happy man. (:
smile smile smileee..
-Choonsie Concludes- at 1:30 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Finally i said what i wanted to say. It feels good. I let it all out. shiokebishinaden. (foreign language)
Da Vinci Code - What matter is what you believe. No doubt a good movie produced. thumbs up.
Some points to be made.
1)If that person who look feminine is Mary Magdalene, you are just assuming isn't it? Can i say that those who have moustache must be my father? Those who wear skirt is my mother? Friday got cell group means E99? think about it.
2)I cant believe that guy would inflict pain on himself. You mean to say you need to do this in walk with God? funny guy. If that's the case, i need to wear what Jesus used to wear, i need to go Israel then can pray. I can only heal the sick in Israel?
3)I guess Dan Brown rated Da Vinci Code as fiction because he doesn't want trouble.
My friend asked me "how do you measure love?"
Definitely not by measuring tape.
1)Love is patience.
2)Love is not forceful.
3)Love is not self-seeking.
4)Love doesn't behave rudely.
5)Love is RESPECT.
If he/she does all of the above, (at least to me) you can see whether he/she loves you or not. There is no such thing as "i love her about 70%?" well, it's way puppy love. That's for secondary school kids.
mama.. take care. you must get well soon. will be praying for you. (:
i love your smile. it melts.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 11:35 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
I'm totally drained out now. i feel like vomitting. i didn't even bother to look at the refreshments that were prepared.
Where is that zoe life that allows me to play for SIX cell group meetings in 4 days?
For some time, i pick up the guitar and played for cell group. though it was only ministering, but it was an hr. i plucked the guitar throughout the whole meeting while my leader preached.
Presence of God was so strong, i wept. even when my leader told a joke, my eyes became teary. I just felt God talking to me.
I want that zoe life back, but i must have You first.
Brothers hug brothers, sisters hug sisters.
i was tired and i went across the room and i merely pat my member on his shoulder. After annoucement he came to me and he told me when i patted him on his back, his shoulder ache was gone immediately. Pst Phil was talking about some 100 people will start to doing miracle within this week. Am i one of them? i truly think so.
i wanna hear from you.
it somehow assures me.
you might not understand
but it just mean to me.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 11:48 PM
is it me or is it who?
suddenly it occurs to me.
perfect love cast out all fears.
God sent Jesus to die for us because He loves us.
Jesus went to the cross, He did not give up because He loves us.
A guy would sacrifice his time, his money, his anything as long as the girl is happy, because he loves her.
Well, but i guess its not there yet.
When it is time, you will see everything coming out naturally. Everything just naturally get in place.
I hope it will come out from you.
i need a break from all these nonsense that has been going on.
Just do the right thing, and just do the thing right.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 1:22 PM
20th saturday - Da vinci movie with POS peeps.
21st sunday - service, prayer meeting, pos training
22nd monday - pos training
23rd tuesday - pos training
24th wednesday - pos training
25th thursday - cs competition 4pm, 630pm to 830pm breaktalk survey in tampines.
i'm packed. i wish it's 6-packs. anyways.
things are just running in my mind at the speed of i don't know what.
So many things to think about. can't control. i just can't for this moment.
i'm tired, yet i could not sleep. i'm aching all over, but what i'm feeling divert the focus of aching.
well, i'm emo. no. i'm not. i'm davidd.
i don't like to feel affected of what you said sometimes, i just choose to remain quiet.
MORE THAN WORDS
saying i love you
it's not the words
i want to hear from you
it's not that i want you
not to say
but if only you knew
how easy it would be to
show me how you feel
more than words
is all you have to do
to make it real
then you wouldn't
have to say
that you love me
cause i'd already know
-Choonsie Concludes- at 1:26 AM
i'm not really in the right mind today. probably it's because i think too much? Well, i hate this kind of feeling. Selfish, i want to change for the better.
Trust. i want and need you.
Things are back to square one.
When you pass the test of time, you win.
i'm gonna win this just for youu.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:37 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
i wish u are here now.
i'm missing you.
Now and Forever
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way i can
Now and Forever
I'll be your man
What a nice song, i will perfect this song soon.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 2:06 AM
Promotion comes from God. How does it come from God? God tell you? God give you a badge or significant item as an authority to lead?
Well, i might have made mistakes in my life, but i've repented and i should get a chance isn't it? Even the prisoners get a chance in the yellow ribbon project? I'm fine with how thing goes. I'm looking at the bigger picture. One thing, show me that i'm really ineffective. I'm not comparing, but come on, give your best shot and show me choices made are right.
Show me some respect. I'm OPEN to changes. at the very least, letting me know about the whole situation would be good. I'm so lost with how things go. I'm thrown to the backyard without knowing a single thing of what the arrangements are.
Special thanks to..
thanks for listening to me time and time again,
it's when i'm on the most down part of life,
you came and offered your hand.
you pull me up, standing where i am again.
you might not know, but i'm where i am because of you.
things might seem bad now, but i'm gonna stay positive.
nothing's gonna change my thinking and if i would,
things you done, down the drain.
thanks mama, i really appreciate it. i seriously do.
I will rise even higher when circumstances hinder.
I will fight the good fight and i will finish my race.
No one is stopping me, the things i'm enjoying.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:37 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
let's take it slowly. no rushing. waiting cultivates my patience. i'll wait. (:
will you wait too? i'm going to wear green for 2 years.
well, i love prayer meeting today. the presence, i love.
pos, i'm just gonna enjoy you and do my job well. win or lose, doesn't matter. enjoyment 1st place.
All the shopping,
all the bus rides,
all the talking,
all the fun,
the joy,
i miss them all.
Enjoy life, i love to.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:50 AM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Ritz Carlton Hotel isn't that impressive anyway. I still prefer Marriott Hotel. It gives you more of a relaxed feel and i love the ambience there. One thing to comment on Ritz is their Smoothie which taste soooo good. Well, it cost $14 bucks. It better be good.
Quite worried on the studies for TRP people. Commitment level is high. I pray that God will help them to multiply and manage their time properly. WE are As students.
Do you realise girls who wear braces look much better than before?
It is the truth. Well, blame it on my fetish for girl with braces.
After the process of having something extra on your teeth, you will still look good. (:
Another thing, what is the very first thing you notice about opposite sex?
You might find it weird, but i look at legs first. ((:
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:33 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
my heart was pumping fast,
my nerves were running wild.
courage. i like.
i'm in the mood to song write one more for you.
question popped, answer rock!
i'm glad too.
day after day, i know you're talking to me
i need to respond to your talk (:
-Choonsie Concludes- at 1:33 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
What exactly is accountability? In certain case, accountability means reporting to the certain authority about what was thought to be done, without the implementation. Sometimes, it seems like people are rather informing than to be accountable. After you doing something, you just merely inform the person about it. Shouldn't it be telling the person what to do before anything is being done?
Well, different people view it differently. Forget it. Peace in me. (:
I can feel God speaking to me in the service.
"Boy, you got to start to accelerate in your walk with Me, don't walk behind Me, walk by My side." Immediately i felt pump up in my Spirit. i felt it was really a time that moved me up another level in God.
Offering message, totally awesome. "give your cheque books to your wife" They help their families to prosper. wow. pro 18:22 came to my mind. (:
Complacency in us can be replaced by Confidence. Confidence is what everyone needs. Do it with confidence and you see it done.
i want to find out, i really want to know. it just require some hand movement on the buttons of laptop or mouth movement with some noise.
TRP - Good job. i love it.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 10:26 PM
i miss you.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 1:51 AM
One of the reasons why i love pastor phil pringle is because of the impartation of faith and spirit and revelations i've got each time i sit there with bible open, expecting something.
-When you pray, you got to anticipate and expect what you prayed will come to pass .
-Praying is like breathing for the Spirit.
-Eliminate all negative, instill the positive.
Be on the cutting edge of this society. i just want to excel in the things i do right now.
I want to be a great influence in the future. changing the marketplace. it's going to be exciting.
miracle is coming. when is it coming? it's not called miracle for nothing.
Sometimes things seems good, but does it mean that it is what you think it will be?
How you see/do/react with things now and in the future must not be hinder by the past. The past is simply history, you can't change it. good history or bad history, it is how we handle the now and future. HANDLE IT WELL.
i want it the way it is. it is the way i want it. (:
show me how to live,
teach me how to pray.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:03 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
i'm running a race
filled with feelings
it's no ordinary journey
it's all about being ready
i want to know. know what? it's hard to come out.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 3:51 AM
it has been great to know a great bunch of friends in POS. really a group of talented people. im glad and i'm glad. hohooo.
time tells everything. i agree. but will the end result be what you want? you seriously wont know what the future lies. it may lie to you too. hopefully i'm right. i don't want to be left.
And this will be the nicest photo of all time.
Yes it is and its the people in the photo that matters. (:
When i'm weak, You're strong.
You're my feet, when i can't move on.
but still let's move on.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 3:20 AM
oh my gawd. im back to the blogging world! hohoooo. well it's been a yr since i blogged and well im back! it's gonna be a simple blog so please dont expect much from a computer idiot like me. (:
-Choonsie Concludes- at 2:50 AM
