At my workplace right now and it's so slack that i have no choice but to bring my laptop to work. Okay, just a little bout my birthday, wanna thank those who have wished me, called me and of course gotten me gifts. Thanks for everything guys, you're greatly appreciated.

Well, got a surprise from ger, gwen and jiarong. and well, especially ger! They waited at my block and stopped my lift from going to my level, rushed in and well, the rest is up to you guys to imagine.(it's ah ger) Got a shirt from them and a tin of stuff from ah ger! and that really made my day. haha.

I'm so bored now. and its still 2hrs till i finished work.

Wed and Thurs is going to be fun, my zone is going to have 2 days of camp at JW.

I think i hurt my knee while doing a lot of box split. tsk tsk.

I am very tired now.

My whole body is aching.

Lastly, only 7mins has passed. that's bad.

Wednesday

After my work, theresa nick and i went to American Club to sort of celebrate our birthday as our birthday falls on the same month. It's so nice of nick to pay for the meals! We really chatted a lot and about some weird guys and well, those little secrets that was shared on the table. THERESA, you better keep it SAVE with you please. haha. Went over to SMU after that and had to practice the routine that we are performing for the talent showcase. It was good effort and everyone is improving. Went home with calynne and i found out some stuff from her. Ask her if you want to know and cal, you know which one i'm talking about.

Thursday

A day without work just make me had a very good sleep till around 2pm. Went for dinner at the some club and well, it's paid for again! received some cash and thank God for that man. :) i'm already feeling very blessed. :)

I'm very into this song right now, though its not a new song but well.

There are a lot of decision i need to make. i got to make the right choice. Are the things what i want and meant for me in my life? God you lead i follow, guide me guide me.

Let that fire ignite..

Today service is super awesome i tell you. To make sure i don't fall asleep in service due to all sorts of reason, i brought tons of sweets along and it helps i tell you. Throughout the meeting, i kept my heart open in case the amount change again and it really did. Not just once but twice at the very end of the meeting. I was weeping so hard because a look at the amount i'm gonna give each month, it just means a lot of sacrificing.. I think the two guys in my cell group (friends) might think i just broke up with my girlfriend or what. It's just a common sight to see people tear and that means we really gave our best/precious to the LORD.

To Alicia:

Though you might never read this entry, i just want to say a big thank you for all the guidance and teaching throughout the attachment period. I really hate you for giving me so much pressure when i first started my attachment, but it is also you that make me do my things well and auto-initiative to do anything. I guess without your consistent pressure behind my back, i wouldn't be doing my stuff so well now. It is really saddening to see you going to Citilink! Winnie is quitting, you are back to Citilink and Hana is always different shift as me. Life won't be the same as it is before. Maybe the possible thing is that i will transfer to Citilink outlet! That will means i can walk lesser to my workplace everyday. haha. Anyway, thanks once again!

Oh church sent me the birthday card, it's awesome. Every year is going from glory to glory. woohoo! i'm loving it.

Pacing yourself throughout the journey.

Happy Birthday to Pamela! haha Sweet 16 and you are legal for NC 16 shows. Congrats. :))

Anyway today was my first cell group with the W212 people and things really are different. Xiao Hong (shing) will definitely agree to it! I heard that one very strong point of the CG is that strong fellowship and i really can see that. All were left there to fellowship on their own. It's just so automatic. And there are also a lot of talented musicians there. Very cool. The first thing after cell group is taking out guitar and amp and start jamming?! i was like oh man this is cool. Anyway, as you all might have heard, LUCAS CHIA is officially a cell leader now and really i have to give it to him. The time he intercedes and the sacrifices he had paid, well he definitely is up to it. You go, lucas. :)) A good example to follow of course but it's whole loads of prices to pay. Are you/me/we up to it?

The past few days im working at this outlet that has so little people patronized and in particular, not many people know there is an outlet that actually existed. Anyway, the times i had there was said to be fruitful but at the same time quite miserable. There are so much time there for me to spend and i practically make full use of it! I got more be more knowledgable about world issues that are happening now like the nuclear issues that North Korea is facing and George Bush is having war of words again with John Kerry. I was so bored that i actually went to read up the obituary! How dumb. Anyway Straits Times alone couldn't occupy much of the time i have there, so i actually tried praying and reading christian books there. Usually at level 2, i would want to take a seat but at level 3 i just try standing up most of the time. I jut hope i will go back to level 2 again..

Anyway, as i said earlier on, it was really a fruitful day reading the book by Phil Pringle "You The Leader"and man i felt God is really speaking to me in a lot of areas, right there in that little store. So some of the lines that have actually caught my attention.

- "It is evident that as long as we seek God, as long as we pray, our leadership remains intact?"

- "Talking to men for God is a great thing, but talking to God for men is greater still."

- "Highest effectiveness comes as we poinpoint our lives to that singular high calling of God!"

As long as you seek God, He can still use you. Simple as that? Yup, just that! Sometimes things are not as complicated or difficult as you thought, it's just going back to the basics as was said by shing in her recent blog entry, totally agree to it.

And today's paper actually had a very interesting article that talks about religion. Why people believe there is a God? and when i was younger in the Lord, i don't really know how to tackle an issue like "what makes you believe its God that is behind certain things and stuff.." So this is a very nice answer by a Senior Writer Andy Ho:

Actually in short, it just means that why people can believe 1 + 1 =2 and 3 + 1 = 4. why can't it be 6 or 8 or 10? It just basic belief and it same applies to religion. Why we believe in Jesus and are so sure that God is real and stuff? It's basic belief and we choose to believe, like how we choose to believe 1 + 1 = 2.

Wonder why certain things happen the way it is in your life? I did and i'm actually glad things really turn out the way it is. I was having some chatting with my classmates and i got to know that people around me who went for attachment are kind of suffering. Bosses asking you to wrestle with the other staff? Ask you to pay the company instead of getting the pay for all the hardwork and lame stuff you did? Things are really bad and i really feel for them or rather him in particular.

I guess the reason why year after year, lecturers would see the change in practically every student is because of how bad the life in attachment were. We are all crying out to go back to school to study. Looking back at times when we wanted so much to work to learn some extra income, i guess we will be like so happy we did not, or rather very little of our time in schools.

Well, anyway just some thoughts about working but yeah there are something to cheer about too. Happy or sad? i guess both. I've officially transferred cell group to Jared's cell. A fresh and new start of my walk with God, i can't wait for the first cell meeting with the rest of them which i don't really know yet. Shing tan is going with me! how awesome, the reunion of the 2 E99ers. LOL.

I will be missing all the peeps in E99. I really had great fun there, laughing at the things they always do and the fights between siewfen and dannon would make me laugh so hard and also many many more!

5 more weeks to go! Back to school! here i come!