Ever since i started school last week, i can't help but to feel the stress getting into me just like the other 100+ coursemates of mine. With only a month odds to go, we have so much to do, so much to research on and well, its way too much. Everyday has been doing discussion up to 4hrs and doing research when you have a chance to sit infront of a computer. Often, we mixed up different PBL problems with different modules and sometimes you could see the confused faces of the teammates. Well, but at least dicussion isn't that dead consider the fact that the wrong things and silly questions asked seems to lighten up the serious and tense dicussion. Well, 12 submissions and it's my last lap to go in TP so i'm gonna make full use of all my time and do it for the glory of Him. SMU, here i come.
With so many things running in my mind, i should start with the very beginning of what i'm supposed to update. As you all might know that i'm already like what calynne said, "a Ex-Gelare Staff" haha. It has been good throughout especially the later part of my attachment and definitely i will be missing the people there though i don't really fancy the job there. Despite having complaint from customer, not getting along well with the superiors in the past and alot more, i'm glad that my performance appraisal showed a different result! Out of 60marks, i got an incredible 53 to qualify for the "Pass with Commendation" This is really awesome because all along i thought that this commendation thingy would have long ago breezed past me. Praise God for that!
And i realised God really has a plan for me. He made everything in the end look good though the start of the whole attachment journey was like sheit. Imagine that i took the opportunity to go to China for attachment
-I might not get the grades that i desired
-I would have missed my zone camp (E=MC2)
-I would have missed the opportunity to put up the dance item
-I would have missed the opportunity to know new people
-I would have missed the opportunity to dye my hair green that lasted 2 weeks
-I would have missed Ps Phil's weekend services
-I would have missed every single CG meeting and Service
And the list will probably go on and on. So i guess i really did made the right choice in staying in Singapore THOUGH it was considered a torturous 3 months or rather 12 weeks.
Well, I guess God has been speaking a lot a lot to me ever since Ps Phil came and delivered a strong and powerful message about prayer. It definitely moved me up to another prayer level with God and of course, nothing beats having a real conversation with God and some conversations are really amusing and of course some of them are serious matters which pierced through my heart. And these are the times when i really really get to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit and i'm glad. Despite all these, of course i'm still praying for a lot of things which i need the "Stamp of God" on it.
And guys, please please count me in your prayer please. My dad has stopped giving me allowance and that means i wont be seeing that $200 in my bank account every month. There are so many things that i have to do like Building Fund, Buying of Books, Transportation and of course to fill my stomach, and i really need a miracle or sort. It's really really tough and i really need all the prayers i need to get through this period of time.
Did i even mention that i'm back to school?! It's really exciting to be back to school. I'm looking forward to the 5 heavyweight marketing modules with deadline on the 3rd week of January, 6 individual reports, my attachment report and mid sem test that will be coming after christmas. That is really exciting but scary. It's gonna be a short semester with all these things to come. Woo. All things work out well for those who LOVE Him.
Gosh, so many things to say but i guess i will spare you guys from more reading. And i'm very lazy to load all the photos that was taken because it will take a long long time. :)
Let it come back..