Saturday, June 24, 2006

My cell group isn't growing for goodness sake. Passion, Urgency, Right attitude. It's all down to your willingness. Where was that kind of feel during cell group meeting? that kind of power flowing in the meeting, i don't really sense it anymore. Is it me or what? Where was that hunger to seek for God in the cg? Where was that joy on the member's face and excitement during Praise and Worship? Why do i not enjoy fellowshipping as much? Where was that excitement? Watching video can make them suddenly WOO so loudly. Praise and Worship? NONE. Not that i didn't stand in the gap. Not that i didn't take that lead. It's willingness.
i got a lot to say, but it just wont appear in this entry because of the difficulty to convert what im thinking right now into words for u all to read.
Don't feel bad
You didn't want it that way
There's nothing to hide
You know exactly what you were doing
Nothing was wrong.
Cheer up. (:
aw. i also want to give doll.
-Choonsie Concludes- at 12:40 AM