With so many things running in my mind, i should start with the very beginning of what i'm supposed to update. As you all might know that i'm already like what calynne said, "a Ex-Gelare Staff" haha. It has been good throughout especially the later part of my attachment and definitely i will be missing the people there though i don't really fancy the job there. Despite having complaint from customer, not getting along well with the superiors in the past and alot more, i'm glad that my performance appraisal showed a different result! Out of 60marks, i got an incredible 53 to qualify for the "Pass with Commendation" This is really awesome because all along i thought that this commendation thingy would have long ago breezed past me. Praise God for that!
And i realised God really has a plan for me. He made everything in the end look good though the start of the whole attachment journey was like sheit. Imagine that i took the opportunity to go to China for attachment
-I might not get the grades that i desired
-I would have missed my zone camp (E=MC2)
-I would have missed the opportunity to put up the dance item
-I would have missed the opportunity to know new people
-I would have missed the opportunity to dye my hair green that lasted 2 weeks
-I would have missed Ps Phil's weekend services
-I would have missed every single CG meeting and Service
And the list will probably go on and on. So i guess i really did made the right choice in staying in Singapore THOUGH it was considered a torturous 3 months or rather 12 weeks.
Well, I guess God has been speaking a lot a lot to me ever since Ps Phil came and delivered a strong and powerful message about prayer. It definitely moved me up to another prayer level with God and of course, nothing beats having a real conversation with God and some conversations are really amusing and of course some of them are serious matters which pierced through my heart. And these are the times when i really really get to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit and i'm glad. Despite all these, of course i'm still praying for a lot of things which i need the "Stamp of God" on it.
And guys, please please count me in your prayer please. My dad has stopped giving me allowance and that means i wont be seeing that $200 in my bank account every month. There are so many things that i have to do like Building Fund, Buying of Books, Transportation and of course to fill my stomach, and i really need a miracle or sort. It's really really tough and i really need all the prayers i need to get through this period of time.
Did i even mention that i'm back to school?! It's really exciting to be back to school. I'm looking forward to the 5 heavyweight marketing modules with deadline on the 3rd week of January, 6 individual reports, my attachment report and mid sem test that will be coming after christmas. That is really exciting but scary. It's gonna be a short semester with all these things to come. Woo. All things work out well for those who LOVE Him.
Gosh, so many things to say but i guess i will spare you guys from more reading. And i'm very lazy to load all the photos that was taken because it will take a long long time. :)
Let it come back..