Okay latest news is that i will be going to bible school this yr! I know its like way way beyond the deadline but yesterday, i checked with the CMPB personnel and was informed that i will be schdeuled to september's intake. This doesn't mean that i will be enlisting on sept, but it's around that time. Could August or even October. So yesterday was really a time to comtemplating whether i should really go or not. So now, i'm left with 3 more days to make the last decision.
So readers, if you read this, why not just close your eyes and lift me up into God's hand. (Although i know i'm heavy lah!) Pray for that sensitivity to know what God has planned for me and which is the right path that he wants me to take. Reason why i said that is that going to bible school is one thing, but coming out with the fullness of the whole series is another thing. Like what my leader told me yesterday night.. "You will be very limited in what you want to do for God because army is a place where you can't really do a lot like a civilian." That totally make me stop and thought for awhile. More than that, there's financial aspect which i will have to handle all on my own and a lot of things to consider. So God.. come come speak to me the way only You can.